I don't really have anything in particular that I want to write about today...I'm just sitting here in complete awe of God and how good He is. Meditating on how good He is and all that He's done in my life; the things He's brought me to and the things He's brought me through. How every thing in life that I've experienced has shaped who I am today and that God has been there through every single situation good and bad.
Before God, I was searching...searching for something that really MEANT something. I would find pleasure in things but before long, the 'excitment' would wear off leaving me feeling empty and in search again.
Ever since I've opened up my life to Jesus I've been healed physically of an orbital pseudo tumor, healed mentally from feeling that I was never quite good enough, delivered from bad habits- smoking ,drinking. And from all this I don't have a life of "rules"...I have a life of freedom and I'm amazed at how my life has changed. God is working on my heart and changing my attitudes, my selfishness....I'm realizing that things of the world, everything I can touch will one day be gone, all but God's Word- HIS KINGDOM. Everything I see everyday is all temporal and I'm excited for the eternal. There's so much more to life then what I see, so much more then my trials, so so so much more!
What a precious moment- the day I came to know Christ- the day I took that first baby step...it's been a journey, I'm still not perfect, but I am soooooo excited to see where God leads me next!!!
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